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Ashley McCutch.
“How is it possible that a being with such sensitive jewels as the eyes, such enchanted musical instruments as the ears, and such fabulous arabesque of nerves as the brain can experience itself anything less than a god"
~Alan Watts


i once said no to drugs but they didnt listen

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I have to save up before I can go. It’s highly unlikely that I’d be able to find a great job as soon as I get out there or a cheap place to live. I also don’t want to be in one place at first. I want to go up Cali and into Oregon and Washington in the winter time. So my plan is to stay here for a few more months (go out there late fall) and sell most of my stuff, get a job, keep selling my book, and fight the monstrous urge to go shopping hah I pay for myself so I’ve got to learn how to live cheap and save up. Then I’ll have enough money to drive out there and to last me a while just in case I can’t find a way to make good money out there or find a cheap place to stay. It’s not that easy to just get up and go when you’re broke. I’ve got a good amount of money coming in but I didn’t know that lulu pays you like a month and a half after you start selling you book…I haven’t gotten any of the money yet. It’s starting to come in this week THANK GOD but I’m struggling right now. I have $6 to my name and an empty gas tank. Everything is slowly coming in. So I’ve got to work, save, plan, then leave, then be hopeful that I can find what I need.